The fight

I looked around, heard people saying "he had gone crazy, gone mad", which left me wondering "what did i get being civilized and mannered".. I had got nothing to lose so why not be lunatic and kiddish once, already seen so many years of my life gone by, trying to be what others wanted me to.

I left my brain at my workplace, where i thought it could be best utilized, and said to my heart, go drive my life for real.. and then only i realized how those fantasies and stories about love come alive right in front of you.. There's a saying "Love is blind" well all i can say to its support - when you let your heart see things , you are not gonna see much. Suddenly there is more meaning to everything songs, pictures... a hidden facet of life which was not there or probably not visible to me before.. whoa i could see things with my eyes closed.. Certainly i had gone crazy but i was loving it every single moment..

So i walked down those streets, not knowing where they will eventually led me to. I was just so engrossed in the journey that the destination seemed immaterial.. and when you sense, that this story is going smooth and fine.. I finally met "Reality".. and frankly the first meeting dint go that well.. It was a hard truth to swallow... even harder to believe, but i trusted my heart one more time.. "Desires creates the power" and all i had within me were desires and longings, i still do.. I knew it was going to be one long, hard but silent battle and i was ready to fight it out.. fight it with all my heart..

Some might have believed by now, that the war was for winning a heart, and i believed the same initially until i met the dreaded "Reality" again - "Whom you are fighting to win that heart, when that heart itself is not on your side". I was dumbfounded, had no answers.. thought the war was over and i lost...

Then i asked myself, "Was it about winning or losing?" No it was not.. It was about "Love" and the happiness it had brought to my life.. The war was within me only to keep the flames burning and not with anybody outside..

So people, the flames are still burning and i am still walking..